Newman's Failures

Newman4 Newmans FailuresWhen you become a Catholic, it may be that Mother Church gives you a spanking.  That is to say, you may find things difficult and not to your liking.  Many converts discover that things do not go their way.  They are disappointed and let down.  They are unappreciated.  The church is bigger and stranger and tougher than they thought.

If so, don't be discouraged.  It was so with the great Cardinal Newman.  Everything he tried to do was undermined or misunderstood.  He was suspected and ostracized and pushed to one side.

Father Peter Cornwell is an English Catholic priest who was once the vicar of the University Church in Oxford, as was Newman.  He writes here of Newman's struggles.

So if you are in a similar situation, and the Catholic Church doesn't give you all the love you thought you deserved, take heart.  If things are difficult and you feel 'far from home', dig out your hymnal and sing Newman's hymn Lead Kindly Light in a loud and hearty voice.  If the Catholic Church is not all that you wanted it to be, stop and ask yourself…

What did you want anyway — a bed of roses or a Crown of Thorns?

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What a Wonderful Way to End the Day!

I've just heard from yet another former Episcopal priest soon to commit to the Ordinariate and the foundation of a new Anglican Use group here in the United States.  Pray for him — and stayed tuned for more news on the subject!

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Glimpses of Divine Humor

Thank you to dedicated reader David Quatchak who recommended and secured permission to reprint this story of discovery and conversion.

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Glimpses of Divine Humor

By Andrew M. Seddon, M.D.

On the rare occasions when I attempt the impossible task of imagining what heaven might be like, I envision saints—but not the dour, stern, serious saints of so much artwork. I imagine smiling saints with a humorous twinkle in their eyes. Saints such as Aidan, Cuthbert, Columba, and Patrick; an eighth-century pilgrim to the Holy Land from Byzantium (more of him later); and closer in time and experience, Blessed John Henry Cardinal Newman.

Why smiling saints? Because, looking back along my path to the Catholic Church, I can see the instances of humor that God used along the way, glinting like flecks of gold sprinkled in a vein of quartz.

Unlike the Celtic saints and the pilgrim who were Catholics in the undivided Church, I, like Cardinal Newman, was an unexpected convert from Anglicanism. Saints, circumstances, history, and my heritage—no doubt at God’s instigation—united to bring me not only across the Atlantic but the greater distance across the Tiber.

Early Years

I was born in England, the son of a Baptist minister. My parents emigrated to the U.S. when I was young, and my father pastored churches in upstate New York, New Brunswick, Maryland, and West Virginia. My sister and I grew up on his excellent, Bible-based preaching, and I will forever be grateful to my parents for the loving Christian home they provided.

My parents recall that my first profession of faith came at age 7, and baptism at 10, but I cannot remember a time when I was not a believer. Being a Christian has always been a natural part of me.

We moved often, and though the flavor of the churches varied, all were Baptist. We had little contact with other denominations. The Catholic Church was rarely mentioned.

If I ever thought of Catholics, it was as fellow Christians who had somehow gotten a little off-track, perhaps never having fully escaped the Middle Ages. Catholics weren’t bad or evil, just poor souls who had to work unduly hard to earn their salvation and who were overly attached to Mary. (She was never referred to in our home as the “Blessed Virgin.”)

It was curious, then—and perhaps the first incident of divine humor—when, after I completed my freshman year at the University of New Brunswick, my parents moved to Maryland, and I transferred to Mount St. Mary’s College (now University) in Emmittsburg—a Catholic college! I didn’t choose “The Mount” for religious reasons, however, but because of its academic reputation and its modest size.

Although I was a pre-med student, my course of study included several required theology classes. My term papers, unsurprisingly, evidenced my Protestant viewpoint. One was returned covered in comments: “See me,” “Ask me about this,” “Talk to me.”

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Conversion, Reception and Nomenclature

Father Holiday, thank for your very thoughtful reflection, Solus Anglicanus. I hope you will consider contributing to this forum more often. Thank you also for your kind words.

A challenge for us as a Christian community is to make sure that we are always speaking to each other with courtesy and yes, with precision. Elsewhere in this forum several of us have recently had a discussion about precise use of technical terms. I am humbled by my own errors and am well reminded to take the trouble to choose my words more carefully.

A couple of thoughts about conversion and nomenclature:

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I understand why many Christians who come into full communion bristle at the use of the term "convert." That word, used in that way, does not properly apply to them, as it denigrates the sincerity, the dignity and the grace of their prior faith practices as followers of Christ.

There are a couple of things that can be done to move away from a practice that is understandably offensive. First, we can all strive to use language more precisely. Don't say "convert" when it does not apply.

The second thing that could be done — and it would be a real service to those who are sincerely confused on this point — would be for our bishops and pastors to rethink the way people are received. Since the apostolic era, the Church has had a sense of a catechumate, persons of different cult who are discerning the Faith and contemplating requesting baptism. Since the Great Schism, the Church has understood that this is a very different situation from that of baptized faithful in impaired communion who are contemplating coming into full communion.

Then, at just the moment in history when many Church leaders decided that formal catechism instruction for its members had ceased to be "relevant," along came the instructional model of RCIA (Rite of Christian Initiation of Adults), which in practice, and despite the transparently clear meaning of its name, is indiscriminately applied to a wide range of people whose faith and pastoral needs vary greatly.

Drop in to an RCIA class at your local parish and you are likely to find a lively mix of Episcopalians, Lutherans, Baptists, Mormons, Jews and others, all of them inquiring sincerely, and all of them entitled to respectful treatment of their present beliefs. And the fact is, the Episcopalians and the Lutherans are baptized Christians, the Baptists may or may not be baptized but are thoroughly and sincerely professed Christians, while the rest are genuine catechumens.

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We correctly apply the term "convert" to the catechumens (if they go all the way). But we treat the inquiring Christians identically. In many parishes we exclude them all, Christian and pagan alike, from the greatest mystery of the Faith (even if they have been memorializing it in separation all of their lives), publicly dismissing them after the Gospel to go off to lay-led rap sessions at which they seek to "break open the Word."

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Can we blame the people in the pews (John and Mary Catholic, as one bishop disparages us) if we think of all the newcomers as "converts," if we fail to recognize that some of the "converts" are our Christian brothers and sisters who in some cases may be better catechized than we are?

Better pastoral leadership would help us all better understand the true nature of the path that our returning brethren are walking, and would make us more likely to be sensitive toward them.

The parishes of the Pastoral Provision have, not surprisingly given their own histories, proven to be quite good at welcoming and instructing inquirers. (And quite good at instructing sincere but under-catechized cradle Catholics, too.)

What will the future practice of the Ordinariate be in this regard? Well, at the risk of being prideful for an institution that does not yet even exist, it is safe to predict that this may be another area in which returning Anglicans can provide a good example to the rest of the Church. (We can be certain from what he has written that Fr. Holiday will.) With a sensitivity that comes from their awareness of theirs and their people’s own journey, our Ordinariate clergy can provide pastorally sensitive and doctrinally sound instruction and reception that will properly serve the inquirers who come to them, and perhaps also provide an example to RCIA-administering parishes.

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The word conversion has a second meaning, as in "the lifelong journey of conversion." We cease to be candidates for technical conversion to Christianity when we are baptized. But, soon after baptism, our souls are again stained by personal sin, and from there we have a very long and difficult walk in our moral lives as Christians.

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In the West we have the terms "conversion" and "sanctification;” in the East they have the more mysterious and perhaps more powerful term "deification" (Theosis). We sinners say "conversion" even though we never fully convert, we say "sanctification" even though we generally stop short of moral purity, and we say "deification" because we seek to become more like God (and certainly not because we think we can become God.)

When used in this sense, the term conversion is not an insult at all, but a tribute to our sincere resolution to do better. In this sense of the word, none of us are truly "converts," we are just well-intentioned works in progress.

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Dean of Fargo's Episcopal Cathedral Set to Enter the Catholic Church

Virtueonline has posted the following story concerning The Very Rev. Steven Sellers, Dean of Gethsemane Cathedral in Fargo, North Dakota:

The Dean and rector of Gethsemane Cathedral, Fargo, ND, the Very Rev. Steven A. Sellers, is leaving his position and The Episcopal Church to seek ordination in the Roman Catholic Church. His duties at the cathedral will be taken over by the Bishop of North Dakota, the Rt. Rev. Michael Smith.

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Gethsemane Cathedral, Fargo, North Dakota

In an e-mail, the Anglo-Catholic priest told VOL, "Our journey into the Roman Catholic Church has been a long process for Dixie and me, and it has come at the end of a year-long period of prayer and discernment. I have the utmost love and respect for Bishop Michael. He and I have become very close over the past several years, and we will continue our relationship in the coming months and years. I treasure his friendship. And I know that he is facing a very challenging few months here at Gethsemane Cathedral in Fargo, and in the diocese, as financial resources continue to fall and new ways of doing ministry are being explored.

"Our paid staff at the Cathedral is very small — a dean, a receptionist, a part-time music minister — and further cuts are anticipated. The financial realities resulted in my taking a 32 percent salary reduction, starting the first of this year.

"My decision to enter the Catholic Church through the Pastoral Provision process came at the end of last year, after I met at length with Cardinal DiNardo in Houston, and with Fr. Jeffrey Steenson, former Episcopal bishop of the Rio Grande and now a Catholic priest in Houston. Jeffrey has become a very good friend, and has served as a mentor and advisor for me. He is an amazing servant of the Lord.

"Because of the difficult financial shape in North Dakota, my wife has been teaching school for about 18 months in Houston, Texas, living with her cousins. Houston is home to us. I was rector of St. Cuthbert Episcopal Church there from 1994 to 1999. I am also a Texan — spending the first 18 years of my ordained ministry in the Diocese of Texas and the Diocese of Northwest Texas. We have been in Fargo almost four years. My wife is not a Texan — she's from Missouri — but she has been in Texas since 1984. We are looking forward to returning closer to our roots.

"I do not leave the Episcopal Church with any sense of bitterness or anger. You don't spend almost 30 years in a church when those things are present. I am simply following a new journey in a new direction."

Sellers said that the quick sale of his home in two weeks along with the return of his wife to Houston to teach as an elementary music teacher on January 4 of this year also prompted his decision.

In response to his departure, Bishop Michael Smith wrote at his blog, "It has come to my attention that Father Steve Sellers, Dean of Gethsemane Episcopal Cathedral in Fargo, has made public his decision to seek ordination in the Roman Catholic Church. I have deep affection for Father Sellers and his wife, Dixie. I wish them well and pray for God's blessing on them as they begin their journey to another part of the Body of Christ.

"Father Sellers' last Sunday at Gethsemane was to have been February 20. However, after visiting with him, we have agreed that it is best that he end his pastoral relationship with the cathedral immediately. Therefore, I will preside at the services at Gethsemane beginning this Sunday. I ask for your prayers as work begins with the Chapter in looking at next steps in organizing for the mission and ministry to which God is calling the cathedral community."

Let us keep Dean Sellers and his wife, Dixie, in our prayers as well as the people of Gethsemane Cathedral.

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Some Practical Advice on Entering the Catholic Church

Fr. Pinnock's piece from yesterday, recording his personal observations on the erection of the first Ordinariate,  reminded me of something I wrote a year ago last week for Sub Tuum that I thought might be of some interest here.  (Yes, I suppose I should say, "Mr." Pinnock, but old habits die hard.  Consider "Fr." my prayer for the state of things in the not-too-distant future.)

This piece was written less than a week after the publication of Anglicanorum coetibus as advice to Anglicans considering entering the Catholic Church based on my own experience.  We were just getting our minds around what the documents meant and it reflects my experience of becoming a Catholic before there were rumors of Anglicanorum coetibus and before the promulgation of Summorum pontificum.  I think many parts still hold true.  Some may be of less value as we now know a bit more about what the Ordinariates will look like.  I offer it for what it is worth.

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When Anglican friends have asked me about my conversion to Roman Catholicism, I have been fairly consistent is saying that conversion should be a running to, not a running from. People should enter the Roman Catholic Church because they have come to believe what she says about herself and have fallen in love with her, warts and all.

Anglicans are being offered an opportunity to be received en masse and to retain much of what is best about Anglicanism, but conversion is what is being asked and I don’t think it should be soft pedaled. In fact, I think it’s an important reality check. The person looking over the river needs to ask himself whether he wants to be a Roman Catholic. If he can answer that question in the affirmative, he can probably begin to see that ongoing conversion is what is asked of all of us and that every lifetime has many seminal events and watersheds as we move along on that journey that only saints complete in this world.

I entered the church as an individual convert before the motu proprio on the Extraordinary Form on the Roman Rite and as one who had grave doubts that there would ever be some grand provision for Anglicans. I landed in a parish that was a gem of the Reform of the Reform with fine preaching, teaching, and worship and a number of other Anglican converts, so my experience was probably about as good as it could be. Even so, it had its difficulties, pain, mourning and misunderstandings.

I made some personal resolves on entering the Church that I believe saved me from a good deal of grief, frustration, and wounded pride, not that I’ve ever been short pride, and which generally smoothed my way. Some or all may not match another person’s situation or temperament. I offer them for what they are worth.

First, I resolved not to write or speak publicly about my conversion for a year. I took down my old website and disappeared from the various fora where I had been a regular and didn’t call up friends in the Catholic press about commentaries and articles. I did this for two principle reasons.

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Catholic Congregationalism

As we have suffered the process of entering the Catholic Church, I have often wondered what would happen if Catholic parishes across North America, Australia and the United Kingdom were required to do what we ordinariate-bound Anglicans must do.

To have everyone prepare as individual converts and be willing to say, after a prescribed course of study, "I believe everything the Church teaches to be true" and perhaps redo all their rites of initiation.

I can't help being struck by how high the bar is for each one of us, how much attention is being paid to how devoutly and purely Catholic each one of us is before we are received.  Not only our faith, but whether we are suitably broken in our obedience.

Okay.  Okay.  I submit.  I surrender.  Because Jesus is constantly asking us to come to deeper and deeper levels of conversion.  It is He who is asking this of us.

What if, in the interest of Church renewal though, Catholic bishops decided that every Catholic had to get a refresher course on the faith before receiving Communion again and they had to take a really strict course that highlighted all those controversial and difficult teachings that the average self-described Catholic, polls show, rejects.  And they, too, had to prove humble obedience to the bishops and the Magisterium by publicly professing they agree with every difficult bit.

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My Last Anglican Homily

The text of my last Anglican homily is posted here on my personal blog.

My family and I are to be received into the Catholic Church in a couple of weeks time and in the meantime we move house and I prepare to start a new job.  Posting here and at onetimothyfour may be even thinner than of late, not least because I have yet to arrange for broadband at the new house…

Your prayers please over the next few weeks.

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Fr. Maturin on Cardinal Newman and on Good and Bad Impatience

Maturin 176x300 Fr. Maturin on Cardinal Newman and on Good and Bad ImpatienceIt has been awhile since I have put up an excerpt from The Rev. Basil Maturin's 1912 book, The Price of Unity.  This section from the book's fourth chapter touches on Cardinal Newman and on the role of impatience in conversion.  Fr. Maturin warns against both the belief that one should receive a specific calling to enter the Catholic Church and also against converting based upon feelings of impatience and rancor that are likely to make life in the Catholic Church no more tolerable than life was in Anglicanism.

Fr. Maturin raises pertinent questions both for those who are tempted to become latter-day inopportunists and also for those who are eager to shake the dust off their feet.

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Therefore no amount of dissatisfaction with another religious system, no feeling of impatience with or distrust of its ways, is, in itself, a sufficient reason for anyone to become a Catholic. The one and only reason which justifies such a step, is that which compels it. A firm conviction, based upon what seems to you positive evidence, that it is what it claims to be, the one Church founded by Jesus Christ. Cardinal Newman has been often quoted as saying that no one should become a Catholic unless he is convinced that otherwise he could not save his soul, which is of course only another way of saying, unless he is convinced of its truth; though the Cardinal's saying is often used as if he meant something else that it was a kind of last resort of the despairing, and that the idea of saving one's soul was quite different from that of being true to one's convictions. And assuredly anyone who had become convinced that the Church to which he belonged was in error and that the Roman Church was the Church of God, and yet was held back by earthly considerations, would without doubt seriously risk the salvation of his soul.

But in some minds there is the expectation of a curious tertium quid. A something added to a conviction, what I have often heard people speak of as "the call of God". They say, "I do believe in the claims of the Church, but I do not feel that God has called me to become a Catholic". As if, added to the knowledge that a certain course of conduct is right, and according to reason and faith, they are to await God's call in order to follow it. Needless to say they will wait in vain. No doubt they need the gift of grace to enable them to take a step that may cost them much, and involve great sacrifice, and they must realize that apart from Christ they can do nothing; but such a grace is a very different thing from a call. There is the call of conscience, the call of faith, the call of reason, the call of conviction, and the call of grace; but there will be no special call above all this. God calls people to special graces and to special vocations, and, amidst the many and often perplexing claims of life, He makes His Voice to be heard very distinctly, but this is to show the way to those who could not other wise find it for themselves, not to add a Divine corroboration like a vocation to the light and conviction they already have received by faith.
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Our Lady of Sorrows: Let the Novenas Begin

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Our Lady of Sorrows at Walsingham

O GOD, in Whose passion according to the prophecy of Simeon, a sword of sorrow did pierce the most sweet soul of the glorious Virgin Mary: mercifully grant: that we, who devoutly call to mind her sorrows, may obtain the blessed effects of Thy passion.  Who with God the Father, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, liveth and reigneth, One God, forever and ever.  Amen.

– Collect for the Feast of Our Lady of Sorrows

The Feast of Our Lady of Sorrows marks the beginning of a number of novenas to Our Lady under the titles of Our Lady of Walsingham and Ransom.  These novenas have often been given a special intention for England's reunion with the Holy See, which seems particularly fitting for us to remember this year.  Last year at this time, I ran across the daily prayers of the Guild of Our Lady of Ransom, which I share below.

Jesus, Convert England.

Jesus, Have Mercy On This Country.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.  Blessed art thou among women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.  Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners now, and at the hour of our death.  Amen.

Our Lady of Ransom & Walsingham, Pray for us.

St. Gregory the Great, Pray for us.

St. Augustine of Canterbury, Pray for us.

St. Thomas Becket, Pray for us.

St. John Fisher, Pray for us.

St. Thomas More, Pray for us.

St. Margaret Clitherow, Pray for us.

Blessed Henry Heath, Pray for us.

Blessed English Martyrs, Pray for us.

O Blessed Virgin Mary, Mother of God and our most gentle Queen and Mother, look down in mercy upon England, thy Dowry, and upon us all who greatly hope and trust in thee.  By thee it was that Jesus, our Saviour and our hope, was given unto the world; and He has given thee to us that we might hope still more.  Plead for us, thy children, whom thou didst receive and accept at the foot of the Cross.  O Sorrowful Mother, intercede for our separated brethren, that with us in the one true fold, they may be united to the Chief Shepherd, the Vicar of thy Son.  Pray us all, dear Mother, that by faith, fruitful in good works, we may all deserve to see and praise God, together with thee in our heavenly home.  Amen.

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